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| Saturday, 21-Nov-2009 03:40 |
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My another best friend's wedding
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Jaa & Hafiz, October 2009.
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| Sunday, 26-Jul-2009 07:15 |
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Somebody...whose spirit is like mine
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How have you been?
No more sad tears for me?
I'm always with you.
I told you once
that when you feel me whispers in the wind,
you'll get to meet somebody whose spirit is like mine.
Can you feel me?
I'm with you now.
You'll meet him.
Today!
Let me introduce my girlfriend.
She..
She went through enormous pain because of me and cried a lot.
Everytime I say her name, a weird feeling takes over me.
There's surely something about her.
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| Wednesday, 18-Feb-2009 07:37 |
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My Best Friend's Wedding
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This was on December 13, 2008. Congratulations Marhana. May you live happily ever after.
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| Wednesday, 18-Feb-2009 07:28 |
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My Best Friend's engagement
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This was on November 30, 2008. Congratulation Linda. May happiness always upon you.
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| Friday, 2-Jan-2009 06:19 |
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The Last Ride
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Dear Baby,
It takes me a while to dedicate this entry as a remembrance of your existence in my life. I just cannot get rid you out of my mind, your existence have given a strong unforgettable impact. In the past three weeks, I dropped many tears when I was thinking about you, in the bathroom, while walking down the 4th floor stairs you always accompany me to work, looking at the trees you always climb, even when I looked at the rear seat of car. Even at this moment, tears are nonstop.
It was exactly a year and 4 months you accompanied me in this life. Trust me Baby, with you around, loneliness is meaningless. Now, things seem quite different. I never played any paper soccer, I never played hide and seek, and I never hug nyonya and aneng like the way I always hug you, and I never felt anything on my lap whenever I slept in the midnight. It saddens me greatly that your loss makes me miss you even much greater.
Yes, your master may be quite a childish crybaby. Perhaps, she may not be able to face the truth and the reality. I’m sorry Baby for not letting you see the world more than it is supposed to be. I’m sorry; I still can’t find the good-and-bad beyond what has happened. Am I that worse human being? Only if I knew you’re going, I won’t go anywhere that day. Only if I knew that was the last ride I have with you, I won’t be leaving you.
Baby, be it wonderful gifts, be it a thousand dollars to win, it never replace the happiness I have with you. The only thing I have in hand, is to keep on taking care of the rest of your playmates.
Baby, rest peacefully in heaven. If by chance we can meet in another life, wait for me.
If last time you were a part of my life, now a part of my life has gone. Tell me Baby, how to get rid this sort of loneliness when it catches me up?
The Incarnation
There are times when we can't really say it loud
when it is hard to speak
and it might just too late to say it out
to say that it has been a great time knowing u
to say that it has been a comfort to stay under your shelter
to say that it is happy to see you back from work
to say that it is always feel better when u are home
to say that it is fun playing with u
to eat from your own bare hands
to sleep along in your side
to travel along in your nautica (?)
if They give me just another day to be there
i might want to find my own food
i'd probably play with my own friends
i would not be there waiting for u upon your door
i'd probably want to keep this hurt inside
so that u will not be worrying for me
so that i can always see u smiling =)
will u, my master, be ready when i am no longer around?
have i, my master, left u with unforgettable happy times?
Oh..so i let every single day gets away
until the day when i will see u again
and please do not drop a tear for me
because i am always smiling for u =)
There are times when we can't really say it loud
and today is just one day from many of those times
Did i, dear master, miss any single word that i always wanted to say?
In Memory,
Baby-Lala
December 11, 2008.
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| Saturday, 15-Nov-2008 00:38 |
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Part of my life!
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| Wednesday, 30-Jul-2008 05:06 |
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Husin + Haidar + Zoela = SinDarEla
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Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta
Diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa
Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku
Tapiku melepaskan mu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terusku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada
"cinta tidak semestinya berakhir dengan bersatu, lebih-lebih lagi cinta yang pertama"
"...hmm there is something goes wrong somewhere ni...."
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| Monday, 28-Jul-2008 07:54 |
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Hey there Zalila!
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Hey there Zalila,
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true
Hey there Zalila,
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Zalila,
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Zalila,
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far,
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
And we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Zalila I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
Hey there Zalila,
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Zalila here's to you
This ones for you
Oh It's what you do to me!
Oh it's what you do to me!
Oh it's what you do to me!
Oh it's what you do to me!
Oh it's what you do to me!
What you do to me
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| Friday, 25-Apr-2008 06:04 |
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dairy queen ice cream cake and pineapple papa john pizza
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| Wednesday, 16-Apr-2008 02:49 |
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"Because she is charming.."
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The truth revealed. I finally realized what he meant by that wallpaper. No wonder he said, even though he played guitar (he quitted!), even though he sings well, even though he cares a lot, even though he is good in chemical engineering, those are not enough to win a girl’s heart.
He likes somebody whom is my closed friend! Closed? Yeah “quite” close.
Hmm because she is charming eh? Is she? Different people define charming in a different way. Personally, this is my general little point of view:
1.I don’t like people who are showing off. Doesn’t matter showing off her beauty, her wealth, her brilliant ideas and imagination, her faith etc. To be humble is the best human to be.
2. A man who looks nasty, selekeh type, but surprisingly he has a million dollar in his bank account due to his HARD WORK and EFFORT. Sweet enough he put some thousands dollar for her mum, dad and siblings SECRETLY, while they are having a dispute asking money to do this and that. Well he knows what life would be without hard work and persistence to earn money.
3. A man who has thousands of friends, be it useful or useless, but he doesn’t leave his family and the love one behind.
4. A woman who has little friends but these little friends appreciate her the most in her life
5. A man who is sooo quite, quite doesn’t mean he is arrogant, but it shows his intelligence
6. A quite woman, whom doesn’t talk much to strangers, but to the one she really close she can talk everything about everything. doesn’t mean she could not adapt to a new surrounding, but to be respectful is her principle
7. A man and a woman, who doesn’t know where this life will lead to, but they “berpijak di atas bumi yang nyata”, and that means he or she accept the facts and the truth honestly in life. They don’t run away or keep waiting for some miracle to happen.
And the list might go on. Charming in the man’s eyes doesn’t really the same through a woman’s eyes.
Charming is a characteristic. Beauty is also a characteristic. It is something not eternal. So if you are falling in love with someone because of her beauty, charming, call it perfect, now think about this, what if one day she is burnt from head to toes, become ugly and disgusting, she could be a burden for you..will you love and accept her as she is? Poor to that woman for she knows the reason he likes her is because of her perfections. Well nothing is eternal except…
If you get the man of your dream, you’ll be happy. If you didn’t get the girl you like, you’ll become a philosopher. So, that's why I was surprised when you showed me that wallpaper.
“Cintaku yang mendalam kepadamu dahulu itu tidaklah lain dari sebuah hijab antara aku dan Sang Kekasih. Aku telah merobek tirai itu dan menyampakkannya. Kini setelah kutemukan Kekasih Sejatiku, tidak lagi aku membutuhkan cintamu.” –Zulaikha-
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sorry yaar...nak wish ko smlm tp super duper busy lately....but i still remember ur birthday is on 25th of April 
